My boyfriend has honestly become my bestfriend. He is reliable and will stay up to make me feel better.
My friends are changing and they’re starting to forget to include me, this has never happened before and to tell you the truth, I didn’t know it felt this terrible. Enough about my “friends”.
It’s sort of funny, the turn my boyfriend and I have taken. From almost done to feeling the excitement felt when we first got together, only better. It’s better because we are more comfortable with each other, we don’t feel like we need to text all the time or look all good for them. Just presentable. We’re so comfortable with each other. I love this feeling.
Happy belated 10 months babe!
We really have been through a whole lot together. I’m so glad we made it. You’ve been so good to me and, lately, you have tried your best to make me happy. I am at my happiest state right now and you are definitely part of the reason.
I love you so much and I can’t wait until our one year anniversary!
I’ve been having many doubts lately as to how many shits he gives for this relationship. Forgetting our 7 months and bitterly apologising -meaning it didn’t seem like he meant it at all and things like calling me slut as a joke and not to mention his brother’s birthday party (16/06/12).
I didn’t know anyone but him, his mum, brother and his brother’s girlfriend and he kept leaving the table… I understand he was helping his parents but he could have asked me if I needed anything like his brother did. To be honest, it felt like his brother was taking better care of me than he was.
So after a while I get sick of it and go to his room to lie down, he comes in, I cry and from there it just becomes a bit of a fight. He said he would “…make it up to” me but he said that last time so I don’t know.
But from that moment on we were great because I forgave him. His friends came a couple of minutes later and we all went to the park in the cold, dark night. Started raining and Tom took me home while the rest continued to play soccer. It felt good because he said he didn’t want me to get more sick. Heheh.
So. I think I feel much better about our relationship now :)
Congratulations to my cousin and her new boyfriend, Daniel. I hope your relationship together is a lasting one you both benefit from in the future.
So speaking of boyfriends. I haven’t seen mine in a week, three if he can’t see me on Friday. We weren’t able to see each other on the weekend after our fight which was hard because I really needed to just see him :(
We’ve been having to see each other in two or three weeks intervals at a time! It sucks so bad…
Exams are coming up too, meaning we won’t have much time to talk on top of not being able to see each other. I miss him
7 Month Anniversary! I am happy, I guess.
You know what? I’m not. I’m pissed because he didn’t text me when he usually does and he only texted a sentence…with no meaningful significance to me. He even said “aw I thought 7 months was kb”
So he wants to slack off now. Fuck. I don’t want him to get lazy just because we’ve been together for more than 7 months. To me, it just seems like you don’t care as much. I don’t know what to think.
Saw my boyfriend for the first time in 3 weeks! I missed him so much.
Korean BBQ at Chaddy with Dylan, Dylan’s mum, Danielle, Tom and myself. It was such a good night.
I also ate the most, bit embarrassing but it felt goooood.
Gonna sound cheesy as…but.
Today I watched an episode of Home an Away and at this moment in time of this series, a marriage is falling apart. They didn’t communicate or support each other enough and so she cheated, he cheated and now they’re practically with other people. The girl isn’t too keen on the guy she’s seeing, it was a one off but her “husband” is into the person he’s with, and she sees it.
My point being. Imagine seeing your marriage or relationship fall apart like that. Yes it’s a series whatever but imagine it. When I think about the future, I think about ‘how are me and my boyfriend going to break up?’ is it going to be dramatic? Will many events lead up to it or will it be just one fight? Maybe he’ll get sick of me.
I don’t know, but it makes me worried about my relationship and how everything will turn out.
Happy two months to Mylinh and Johnny!
Well today has been freezing cold day. There’s a hole in my school shoe and I was wearing ankle socks with my winter skirt so that did not keep me warm at all.
I just sort of cracked it at my boyfriend for… Cbf I’ll do a rough dialogue.
Me- “thanks for replying to my wall post the other day. Make me look like a loser”
Him- aw I’ll like it for moral support
“Too cool to answer a simple question from me? Awesome I feel loved”
It’ll be awks if I comment now true? But I do love you :(
“Really? You’re worried about it being awkward?”
No not like that…just because it’s so delayed!
“I would’ve replied to you even if I were a week late”
Awh.. babe I actually feel bad, sorry
“all good”
Then we went into a talk about stuffing up. He said ‘why do I constantly stuff up and you seem sad all the time.’ That’s when it hit me. I’m such a moody bitch to him and I feel like absolute shit. It actually does affect him when I say I’m upset, it makes him think too and I never realised it. My gosh I am oblivious to these things :(
WE’RE ALL GOOD NOW YAY and I promised to try and get less worked up about insignificant things.
6 months! :) 183 days together and 183 days until our one year. I love this guy.
He gave me 20 macaroons from Lindt ($60) and Lady Million (by paca rabanne for $99!). He spent so much!
I got him a Herschel backpack, 1 million perfume (the male one, also by paca rabanne) and I bought him food. I gave it to him today by suprising him as soon as he finished work. It felt good to do something special.
Went back to his house an hid from his mum in the closet of his room, weird as. She’s so funny! “what dis? who from? why? $90!?” “it should only be $9, still young” “how tall is she? oh she tall for an Asian girl”. Gosh she is cute.
I am so grateful for these 183 days we’ve been together, it’s been one heck of a journey that I’ve gained from as a person. I’ll never forget it.
Worked today and kept having problems on the register so I would say it was the most terrible first half hour plus of work. The rest went alright, though I had trouble doing a few small things.
Also went to a pharmacy haha, I am nervous.
